Knowing when to stop allows for tranquility, tranquility allows for peace, peace allows for consideration, consideration allows for gain. Only then can one understand the essence and purpose of things, the beginning and end of matters, the order of priority, and thus approach the path. - "The Great Learning"
Just relying on odd jobs to make a living, I don't know where the future lies. I know a lot, but I can't keep up with my actions.
I still don't know where I want to go, and I have wasted too much time in life.
Throughout our lives, we must break free from the expectations of others and find our true selves - "Silent Confessions"
This book has been around for too long, and I can't remember the plot clearly. The general idea is that a seemingly obedient child dies, but the family doesn't understand why. They only think that he was influenced by bad company. But for the child, not being understood and having to live according to others' expectations seems to be the only "correct" way, and this "correctness" eventually crushes the child.
If I could predict the trajectory of every day in my future, I would feel like a part of me has already died. - "Antifragile"
I never knew how to get along with my family, I don't agree with their values. For a young person, at the age of youth, being exposed to the decayed and withered thoughts of the older generation is really dark, and it feels like the world has become dim and lifeless.
Valuable Things
Reading books, watching videos, occasional meditation
In the end, I realized that everything points to one conclusion: time is our most precious wealth: having our own disposable time to do what we love, so that when we look back, we have no regrets!
Money is just a means for us to have our own time.
Without direction, it's easy to fall into decadence. Speaking of which, at this stage, besides working part-time to earn some living expenses, most of my time is spent on meaningless social media (QQ, TG).
- Enjoying the pleasure of simply generating electricity on QQ
- On TG, it started with gossip and watching videos, wasting a lot of time, and then I realized that gossip is just the simplest way to play. There are many interesting things written by channel owners, and indirectly discovered the blog of "Coding Thoughts", very happy.
Things that should be done at the moment:
- Reduce time spent on social media
- Continue reading books
- Exercise and fitness
- Learn and find a job (not enough money, no confidence, want to be a freelancer, but lack the skills, oh no, I mean, completely lack the skills) feeling emotional...